I'MPOSSIBLE

Yayun, Bernie and Spy are in my room chatting. Today;s topic is about Yayun's boyfriend again. Haizz..Love is not so wonderful actually. I believe that there are NOT perfect in the world. When you really meet a guy that u LOVE, but you will start to find out his weaknesses more and more ; Or you will meet a guy that he is almost perfect for you, BUT the only problem is YOU got NO feeling towards him at all.

So, izit a big problem? Sometimes we are not fussy, the problem is not suitable then how to force ourselves to LOVE a strager le? According to yayun case, I got abit worry and scared to pak toh already. Maybe this is normal and just the process only BUT i am not really like.

I love FREEDOM, and don;t like to let others control. How?

I found that parents are very kind and good enough. They provided everything that i want and give enough freedom to me. Last time I will be very happy and always run away don;t want 2 stay in the house, BUT now..I miss my home and them. I love my parents so much and they also love me, hahaha.sound geli right? BUt this is my real feeling ^^

Good night to myself **

Well~ Yesterday LuLu asked me why didnt update my blog for a long time.....I told me I dont know want 2 talk about what. Yup, I am really don;t know can talk about what. And now I am trying 2 say something so consider UPDATE right? haha.

I am here for few weeks already. How about comment about the college, lecturers, classmates etc?? Yes, good idea. The different between SCM and SCPJ is...the building. ( idiot) ok, the canteen of SCPJ is better, the food is nicer and the price is more reasonable. About the facilities, I cannot comment about that because I havent use yet. Next is the lecturers. I guess the lecturer don;t like Malacca students, especially Josephine, when she talking she will NEVER look at us. No matter we sit at right or left hand side. Lastly, is the classmates. The ppl here is totally different compare to Malacca. ( maybe we not close yet) but..I feel they are so HaoLian like that, maybe they are very smart but doesn't mean smart then can show their shit face right?? * weird*

Today Orange came from Malacca to visit us. So happy can see her again. And today is SPY's birthday also. We went for steamboat to celebrate for her and 2molo will go to KTV have fun. yeah yeah...abit tired and need 2 sleep early because 2molo need 2 wake up early.

Good Day ^^

I am back, the devil is back!!!!! Hahahahaha....I am very sorry to those people always come to my blog but cannot see any update from me. ( maybe no one also,lol). Okay, nothing special happen on me, I didnt update is because I cannot online in the new hostel. The fella havent come and fix the streamyx yet so....$##@$#$#%$%.

I believe that in next week we all can online already, so I will always update and share my everything with YOU ok? ( perasan again). 2008 @ Chinese New Year I am unhappy because I cant celebrate at all. NO angpao, NO greeting, NO red color cloths,NO pretty etc. Because on the CNY eve my grandma passed away, she went to somewhere to meet my grandpa and my 2nd grandma....and also Uncle LIM ( because my grandma LOVE to gamble so I believe that she will meet up with Uncle Lim) haha...

She is 88 years old so..is not a very sad thing for us BUT still will feel sad. I dislike this kind of feeling because it is weird and...uncomfortable for me. T-T During the week, I saw her slept in the coffin, everybody know that this is impossible that she will get up and talk to us. ( she is not Jesus also) Even like this but I am still hope that she will .....So when I look at her, my heart is....I dont know how 2 explain, maybe YOU have to try it. But if can PLS dun la..NOT NICE La~


Ok, I have to stop at here. I will keep everything in my heart as long as possible. One thing I want to say is... If can, please accompany your family always. And of course treat them as good as you can because when they are GONE... you will regret, but this is useless. good night ^^